In the past, I have been used to the situation wherein I always come ahead of the pack. It is not something done consciously. It is more because of my tendency to plan ahead of things wherein I make it a point that I always know where I need to go.
It is a bit different lately. The behavior of planning ahead haven't change one bit. However, the point of reaching a decision upon where I should be heading is still quite uncertain as of the moment.
You see, it is like this: I have a map, a plan of everything I want to go to but then I haven't decided on where I want to head off, yet. It is just like wanting to go to Disney land and Ocean park but you can only choose one because of time constraints. Or, just like choosing between double-dutch and coffee crumble but you can only eat one scoop because your caloric intake had already exceeded the acceptable values.
Dilemma!
Grrr!
This is one of the downsides of having a plan. You do know how to get wherever you want to go but you encounter problems choosing among the routes laid out.
I hope I resolve this.
I know, I will. I just hope it's soon...